I Miss Him So

 2 weeks ago, i found my husband not breathing in the chair in the living room.  What will i do?  how will i get over this?  we would be married for 30 years next month, i am 48, 3 kids brand new grandma and what will i do without him?

I cant remember anything, his smell, his voice, his touch, nothing and i try so hard.  I am so sad.  If anyone knows "steps: of grief, please let me know.

hiscakes hiscakes
46-50, F
Mar 28, 2009