My Mom's Losing Battle

My mom battled breast cancer for about 2 - 2 1/2 years. On September 6, 2012 she lost that battle. It's so hard to deal. The majority of the time I'm in disbelief. She was my best friend. She was involved in every aspect of my life. I miss her so much but I'm happy to know that she is no longer suffering. I image her happy and healthy which helps me cope. But I think about the pain I'll be presented with in the future. To know that she wont be there when I graduate college or wont be able to be at my wedding breaks me. These are events that have yet to happen but it already hurts. I know there will be better days and someday the pain of her loss will subside. But as of now I will just have to look back at the many memories we've shared and be happy that at least I had the chance to create more <3
Veronicaliz Veronicaliz
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 3, 2012

I'm so sorry for your loss. There is only one mama in each of our lives.