Scared And Tired

I have done everything but nothing i do is good enough. He says i dont talk enough. He threatens not to come home. I am 6 months prego, mother to a one year old. I cook clean take care of our son never ask for anything in return. Im scared and feel so alone. I do talk alot i cant always express my feelings right on the spot but i try even by writing it down. I dont over burden him he can do whatever when he wants. The moment i get upset about something im the one who doesnt make sense. I dont know what to do anymore i have put up with so much.
MortalSerenity MortalSerenity
22-25, F
2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

I'm so sorry, I'd like to be able to give you advice, I'd like to say leave him he doesn't deserve you but I don't know what choses you have. I can tell that I'm married to someone much like him and have been for forty years now and it hasn't gotten any better. I feel my life slipping away and I am so unhappy. I wish I would have left him years ago. I hope things work out for the best for you and your baby.

I understand how it feels to be made into the problem just because you got upset and showed it. My husband does the same to me. Yet when I try to rationally say something, I'm interrupted or told I don't make sense. Is this what you go through too?

Yes very much so. I hate it so much, i just want to scream