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I Just Really Need To Get This Out.

By: wellokthen
Written on February 19th, 2013
Its 4 am and I can't sleep for ****. Long story short...I was supposed to have graduated college this past summer. I didnt realize until the summer was over that I had essentially failed out with about 3 more classes to take. I panicked. They gave me another chance but I royally ****** it up by lagging and now idk if there i still a chance to earn my degree. I am honestly panicking. I want to cry, scream, run away; Essentially I just want out. I want to be dead but I'm honestly not at all going to do anything about that. I just want it to be over. I want to sleep through my 20's. I just want it to all be done. Idk what to do now and I feel like a failure or loser or what have you. This added to my already fairly unbearable diagnosed depression (that I can't even afford to treat) is making me feel that my life is worthless and success is just futile. Sigh. Thanks for listening.
By: wellokthen
Age: 22-25
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  • eplinn
    eplinn

    im sorry that you feel this way.. but i think its still not too late.. you can ask your faculty what you can do to finish your degree and find out all your options.. maybe you could change course.. seek advice from your lecturer or counsellor.. i want to share with you about a friend of mine, she couldnt go on with her accountancy degree and failed the last semester.. she start over by changing course and took a business degree.. although she graduated later than all of us but shes now is happy with her life with a job that pays her well.. dont ever give up..if you give up now you might regret it later.. or maybe you could do a part time job and take night classes and give yourself some time to relax.. and get back to your studies later.. whatever step youre gonna take please dont avoid the problems.. it wont solve it.. this is a challenge you must take.. just take your time.. i hope you will overcome this problem soon.. take care and best of luck to you..

    Feb 19
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