No One to Depend On
i need someone to be a friend that will see through me. i seem to not trust any one. sure, a lot of people likes me but i feel like i can only treat them as aquantances. my group of friends aren't that close because probably they are backstabbers. sure i trust 3 of them since i know them a little bit but then again they never noticed what a ****** up mess i am.
even my own parents, i cant talk to them because of who i really am. they wont understand what im going through now. they will only either disown me or wont care about me if they ever knew my secrets.
i'm craving for someone to talk to and become my friend...sigh...