I am so overwhelmed today. I feel like no one seems to care about what I feel. I have always been the dependable one in my family and have been responsible for my older sister for as long as I can remember. She has five kids and a few years ago she lost her vision. My mother is not exactly the loving type. She never wanted kids and delighted in letting us know that. She called me a few years ago and told me that she needed my help and that she was sick. She said she could not take care of my sister and that my sis was getting worse and worse with her manipulations. I quit my job and moved home. not long after my mom just stop doing anything she just left my sister in my hands. The only problem that she has is that she is blind. my sister is also very very immature and full of hatred. Even as kids she was never chastised too badly since she would cry hysterically or try to commit suicide. Now she has five kids and three are just like her. I have two kids of my own and I am pregnant now I have ten people in my home and no help from my family. I think my sister is schizophrenic but I can not force her to get help. my mother thinks that mental illness is embarrassing and is giving me hell. I find myself just locking myself in my room. Everyday is a new drama. The kids look to me and completely ignore their mom. I have to deal with schools and family, work and try to stay healthy. All of my family and my friends tell me to just kick my sis out and deal with my own family but I think they are all my family. My sister tells me all the time that she hates me and that she hopes I die or my baby dies. I am just so sad. I am miserable.