Day 3 and Still Ticking...

So I have to be close right? I mean how far can I fall before the flying starts? I have to come up soon... i just have to. Every time i hear a siren i picture me, at the bottom of a pool, listening to those muffled siren sounds coming for me... but will they make it... I've gotta pull out soon. Too much water, need some air, gotta breath before I drown.

I so hate this sinking thing... i almost want to stay at the bottom of this pool and just have peace. I need to be free of this evil. I want to live, smile, be happy... just one more day... gotta fight just one more day... cant cry anymore   please make it stop!!!

mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
36-40, F
2 Responses Jul 5, 2007

... well there are no guarantees from me but I can tell you today, right now i'm still swimming... Thanks!

Keep fighting, you're worth it...it's a struggle but the one thing that's for sure is you will be at the bottom of that pool someday. Might as well try to swim as long as you can.