My Final Stand

My tooth hurts. A lot. It could be that I haven't stopped purging in the last 3 weeks. I want to say I can't help it, but I don't want to bullshit myself. I could help it if I really tried. Maybe if I tried harder than I am now. I'd have to chain myself to my bed, throw out all my money, and stay away from food. Who am I kidding? I've been trying for months. 

No more ******** myself. I'm making a pact  to stop. Right hand, you're getting written all over with a black sharpie. Hearts. A heart for every person that loves me. Because I'm too good for you to do this to me. And I'm carrying a sharpie around to write on you, right hand, every time you feel compelled to ruin my day. It's not going to happen anymore. I am better than this. I am better than you. I don't need you anymore.

sweetskinnytomato sweetskinnytomato
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 18, 2010

That's right, kick its ***.<br />
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Don't give up. You rock. :)