Leave Me Be Or Let Me Go
Yes i want the world to go away; yes, i am far beyond tired of being pushed and shoved into someone else's box. I'm tired of having my dreams chosen for me by virtue of simply getting too weak to fight off the metaphorical pit bulls pushing their own agendas; I'm tired of giving valid explanations only to have them fall on deaf ears, the voices that keep shouting but never listening. The ridicule that comes with not having what others have, being what other are, regardless of why.
Yes i want the world to go away; to say that I'm tired of getting up out of bed every morning, putting my feet on the floor and paying for someone else's mistakes would be an understatement. Yes i want the world to go away; I'm tired of giving all and getting nothing, making all the right choices to no avail. i have had it with this disillusion, the betrayal, the nothing was ever what you thought it was syndrome to be found in every corner of the world.
I'm sick of being told i want to much, my goals are too lofty, or my favorite, that's the way it is. The level of disfuction in the world is enough for anyone to get caught in the undertow; I'm tired of the do it yourself or don't do it at all mentality, the fact that the help you find on all levels is no help at all. I'm sick of the increasing demands on everyone required to simply function the fight it is just to have what is needed in arguably the greatest nation in the world.
Yes i want the world to go away; I'm tired of the litany of broken bodies, broken souls, broken hearts broken minds left in the wake of progress and success, let by the way side. I'm tired of the story's that detail the baseness of humanity, the cruelty, the perverted, the sick the depraved.
Yes world let me be or let me go; let me slip off the planet let me fade away- leave me be or let me go