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Leave Me Be Or Let Me Go

Yes i want the world to go away; yes, i am far beyond tired of being pushed and shoved into someone else's box. I'm tired of having my dreams chosen for me by virtue of simply getting too weak to fight off the metaphorical pit bulls pushing their own agendas; I'm tired of giving valid explanations only to have them fall on deaf ears, the voices that keep shouting but never listening. The ridicule that comes with not having what others have, being what other are, regardless of why.

Yes i want the world to go away; to say that I'm tired of getting up out of bed every morning, putting my feet on the floor and paying for someone else's mistakes would be an understatement. Yes i want the world to go away; I'm tired of giving all and getting nothing, making all the right choices to no avail.  i have had it with this disillusion, the betrayal, the nothing was ever what you thought it was syndrome to be found in every corner of the world. 

I'm sick of being told i want to much, my goals are too lofty, or my favorite, that's the way it is. The level of disfuction in the world is enough for anyone to get caught in the undertow; I'm tired of the do it yourself or don't do it at all mentality, the fact that the help you find on all levels is no help at all. I'm sick of the increasing demands on everyone required to simply function the fight it is just to have what is needed in arguably the greatest nation in the world. 

Yes i want the world to go away; I'm tired of the litany of broken bodies, broken souls, broken hearts broken minds left in the wake of progress and success, let by the way side. I'm tired of the story's that detail the baseness of humanity, the cruelty, the perverted, the sick the depraved. 

Yes world let me be or let me go; let me slip off the planet let me fade away- leave me be or let me go           

tulick tulick 31-35, F 9 Responses May 4, 2008

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Hi there,<br />
I think I have an understanding of how you feel and I can see you are a deep thinker.<br />
I am in my 60th year and see the human element in a similar fashion to you.<br />
I have become to realize that clubs and organizations in general try to control everyone and for that reason I have finally freed myself from them. The employment scene is a real ***** because it brings out the worst possible element in the majority.People crawling to the top to try and gain supremacy over the mob and taking orders from people who have less competence than yourself.I have seen some incredible things in my time where references have been issued to those who are thieves,liars and generally dishonest as well as positions offered as bribes because the recipient has something on the boss! These days life is so full of conditions and so damn conservative that you can't look sideways.Our freedom is gradually being etched away so that the covert agenda by our Government renders us to conform or else! There is two much corporate greed and money unfortunately dictates instead of credibility.No doubt you, like many of us are seeking autonomy in your life so that you can be in charge of your destiny without the approval of others.in conclusion, I believe the secret is to avoid interaction with people as much as possible.Never fully trust anyone unless they have at least a long standing trustful relationship with sound integrity with you.Keep your private life absolutely private and never let anyone get anything on you.Try to only have friends who genuinely want you for who you are and above all who will give as well as take.Try to find peace in your life and don't be indoctrinated by others because you will lose track of where your heading.I find soft music, books of interest,languages and general educational avenues are uplifting and they give you an open door to go where you please.In retrospect,I see religion as pure poison and its message is very controlling indeed.Find peace within yourself and believe in yourself.If you can find a sole mate in this life you will be rich in a special way and you will glow from the inside out.<br />
I sincerely wish you well!

Hi there,<br />
I think I have an understanding of how you feel and I can see you are a deep thinker.<br />
I am in my 60th year and see the human element in a similar fashion to you.<br />
I have become to realize that clubs and organizations in general try to control everyone and for that reason I have finally freed myself from them. The employment scene is a real ***** because it brings out the worst possible element in the majority.People crawling to the top to try and gain supremacy over the mob and taking orders from people who have less competence than yourself.I have seen some incredible things in my time where references have been issued to those who are thieves,liars and generally dishonest as well as positions offered as bribes because the recipient has something on the boss! These days life is so full of conditions and so damn conservative that you can't look sideways.Our freedom is gradually being etched away so that the covert agenda by our Government renders us to conform or else! There is two much corporate greed and money unfortunately dictates instead of credibility.No doubt you, like many of us are seeking autonomy in your life so that you can be in charge of your destiny without the approval of others.in conclusion, I believe the secret is to avoid interaction with people as much as possible.Never fully trust anyone unless they have at least a long standing trustful relationship with sound integrity with you.Keep your private life absolutely private and never let anyone get anything on you.Try to only have friends who genuinely want you for who you are and above all who will give as well as take.Try to find peace in your life and don't be indoctrinated by others because you will lose track of where your heading.I find soft music, books of interest,languages and general educational avenues are uplifting and they give you an open door to go where you please.In retrospect,I see religion as pure poison and its message is very controlling indeed.Find peace within yourself and believe in yourself.If you can find a sole mate in this life you will be rich in a special way and you will glow from the inside out.<br />
I sincerely wish you well!

but i do know for sure

At some point in nearly everyones life, we have all thought that it would be better...but the hard truth is that no one knows for sure...

i know i do

I wish I could get away from this world, sometimes, too.

not the point of the story

Dude, life sucks, then you die. But that doesn't mean that becaue the world sucks, you have to. Shift your paradigm. Take pride in the fact that you know, or do, and others do not. See the humor in everybody's stupidity. Don't let it get to you, that's how people turn you into a sick-monkey clone. And as for the general level of degradation and evil in the world, you can embrace it, and find a way to look at it that changes it from the negative into the positive. I, personally have an evil and sick sense of humor. If I see someone who is " depraved", I laugh about it. There isn't any sense in the world, so don't take it so seriously.

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