Tired Of Being Alone

this is my second marriage was married 10 years to the first , and been with my second husband 25 years,

I have two daughters from the first marriage and i have two sons and a daughter with this marriage i also have 7 grandchildren and another on the way.

My two sons still live at home one just moved back in thats okay i love my children and will do what ever it takes to make them happy,


I am tired of being by myself even though he is here, he likes his beer, music and friends and if he thinks about it he might in clued me in there some where. all he thinks about is himself and thinks he is better than ANY one, he thinks he is all that, he is not even good looking.

I dont drink i dont smoke .  we have a bar in the basement where he goes every day after work i work nights he works days and on my days off i wish i had to work cause i cant stand to be here when he is .

i have not talked to him all week , i have not slept in the same bed , cause i am tired of what he says to me even sober ,  i kicked  him out three years ago because of the same stuff i am done this time and i want him out,

I want some one who wants to be with me, and spend time with me i dont even know what i like to do any more

i go to work come home go to bed and get up do things around the house and go to work, in there spend time with grand babies.

No one deserves to be treated this way.

that is all for now