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I Just Want to Be Held

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By: bbdins
Written on June 25th, 2010

I am quiet individual who supessess his feelings which causes me great pain and anguish, I suppose on some level I feel I do not deserve to be happy.
It's not as though I'm not attractive, people tell me I am a lot but I don't feel like I can connect with anyone on a personal one to one basis. My life is so confusing and upsetting at times don't get me wrong I'm not another bleeding heart, wet lettuce but I've been single for the past 7 years and the last relationship I was in was completely pointless.
I would like to believe that there is someone anyone out there who understands my predicament but it's so hard to believe that, I find it so hard to talk about my feelings especially with my family. I feel like they wouldn't understand or accept the way I feel.

In conclusion I Just want to be held........please if anyone's listening?!
By: bbdins
Age: 22-25
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  • jaggedbutterfly
    jaggedbutterfly

    I'm one of the worlds biggest Hippocrates, I too want to be held, but most of the time I hate people, and want to be left alone, I'm happy and angry,I love being married, but I want my wing to fly and do what I wish. I was tired of suppressing my feelings so one day I exploded, I yelled at the people who hurt me, cried with the people I hurt, I kicked and stomped and Damn it, I think I was finally heard. you cant keep it all inside, you'll be a bomb waiting to destroy..... ya got to keep your head up and get angry.

    Jun 25, 2010
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