I am quiet individual who supessess his feelings which causes me great pain and anguish, I suppose on some level I feel I do not deserve to be happy.
It's not as though I'm not attractive, people tell me I am a lot but I don't feel like I can connect with anyone on a personal one to one basis. My life is so confusing and upsetting at times don't get me wrong I'm not another bleeding heart, wet lettuce but I've been single for the past 7 years and the last relationship I was in was completely pointless.
I would like to believe that there is someone anyone out there who understands my predicament but it's so hard to believe that, I find it so hard to talk about my feelings especially with my family. I feel like they wouldn't understand or accept the way I feel.
In conclusion I Just want to be held........please if anyone's listening?!