Just My Story...

I feel so ready to be with someone that I sometimes get painfully lonely. Why does it have to be so hard to find someone that you can enjoy being with and spending time with? Why can't we just openly try to find that someone that we want to be with. Nobody knows that I've used online dating sites because if anyone knew, they'd think it was weird. Why can't it be easier to just go up and say, "Hey, you're beautiful and seem like a very great person. Want to grab a coffee sometime?" Sometimes, I just want to be loved.

I thought I found the girl I wanted to be with in life, but that turned out to be bitterly false. Ever since, it's just that awkward stage of not knowing why is and isn't interested in going on a date. It doesn't have to be ground breaking. Sometimes, it can be just to avoid the loneliness and to spend time with someone. I miss the deeper connection with another person. Hopefully I can find that again soon.

Also, I'm not saying this for the pity response, I'm just saying this as my experience. I know I'll eventually find someone and all of that hubbub but sometimes you just need to be heard and understood.
jp71390 jp71390
22-25, M
Dec 4, 2012