Please Let Me Dont Feel The Pain

i just wanna be numb right now. i wish whatever you make me feel, i can shut it out. i am in so much pain right now, i am thinking i don't wanna live this life anymore. yeah there are still so many years ahead of me, but getting there is so not worth it.

can you see these tears? do you like to see me suffer?
i guess you do, i guess you love to see me in pain

pain is inevitable, suffering is optional... just one wrong choice i made, i should have left you that time. it was perfect timing. now i am here again. crying alone...

i hate this life. it hates me.
LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
22-25, F
2 Responses Jul 24, 2010

Everymorning and everynight before you sleep, say the following:<br />
*** dad<br />
*** mom<br />
*** ppl<br />
*** troubles<br />
*** worries and concerns <br />
*** me um happy

do drugs. no more pain. all numbness. but still same amount of problems. you just dont care about them anymore