I Sort Of Did...

last night, breakdown. thinking of how my whole world have been shaken so much....everything changed so much and so so soon. and i waited. 15 minutes. 20. 30. an hour. two. and i couldnt take it. if i was in a lower place mentally i probably would have dug deep and drug it across both wrists. instead, i pushed just enough to bleed about 14 dots or blood. it took away some of the edge, but added so much guilt.....
monsterwithinme monsterwithinme
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 10, 2011

Don't feel guilt! You are beautiful and honorable, no matter what you have done. We all fall down sometimes, but guilt keeps us there. So let it go! <br />
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Life changes constantly. It will feel different in a year, in a month, and even tomorrow. You can get through it!