I Feel Like I Am Screaming Out Loud.....my Life Is Hell !Let me see....since all of this has 'HIT' in the past few weeks, let me just lay it out:
My parents own a house my husband & I have made payments on for 12 years ~ we couldn't get a loan, so they are selling 'out from under us'. I am heart-broken. We have spent a great deal on this house & remodeled it all ! I am just SURE they will not give us ANY money when they sell it ! So, we will have to move. This big decision came after I talked with them about NOT pushing their political & religious views on us CONSTANTLY !
My husband & I have been 'going through a rough time' in our relationship. I am NOT happy, but I have been trying to be due to the fact we have a daughter who is 19 & I love with all my heart.
My best friend's son has been causing her INCREDIBLE stress & getting into trouble, yelling at her & in trouble with the law. It is NOT good since she has Congestive Heart failure & cannot take this stress.
Since recently leaving a very 'controlling' church, I essentially lost MOST of my circle of friends.
My other best friend died of Colon cancer 2 years ago. She was someone I could 'lean on' and I did the same for her.
My 4 year-old niece just got diagnosed with Leukemia and is going through Chemo treatments & Hellish testing & pain.
My hubby got a DUI a few weeks ago. He was in a company car & so to COMPOUND it all....he got FIRED ! Yeah !
I have MS, Fibomyalgia & various other health problems. I am VERY depressed & trying NOT to fall-apart under the stress. I take a huge amount of medications to keep my problems at arm's length away from me (pain from Fibromyalgia is about a 8 out of 10 EVERY DAY)
We are BROKE and I am so stressed that I am falling apart....a piece at a time.
Normally I am the person who does things for other people. I am selfless, generous & kind. I feel like I am just treading water and barely keeping my head above water. I need to for my daughter's sake. I want to run away & hide, but I have nowhere to run.....