Forget This!

I'm so done!!! I'm angry! No that's not enough...I'm ******* furious! I'm so tired of all of this! I'm tired of myself I just wanna scream somewhere no one will hear just scream and cry, my head has been pounding for days because inside I'm beating down myself and I don't wann try anymore, I want release but I have no way to let out this frustration!!! You can't helllp!!! Ughhh please let me scream at the top of my lungs till I spit the bloody truth that is stuck in cement worn down by the waves of my soundless screams, oh I'm done!!!! I need to find a way to unblock my throat because I'm choked, biting my tongue off. I'm ******* tired! But ill stay silent.
rockaddict2012 rockaddict2012
1 Response Dec 30, 2011

Have you tried crying out to God? I believe that if you, in your desperation, were to honestly pour out your hurts and pain to Christ Jesus, He would hear from heaven and heal you.<br />
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"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7.<br />
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You see Christ Jesus died to tale away your sins, and the accompanying guilt and fear of punishment. He was buried in a tomb and on the 3rd day was raised from the dead, so that you might have new life!<br />
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Addictions are largely about pain-avoidance. Christ can take away to source of the pain. Please give some thoughtful reflection.<br />
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You are not alone!