I'm so done!!! I'm angry! No that's not enough...I'm ******* furious! I'm so tired of all of this! I'm tired of myself I just wanna scream somewhere no one will hear just scream and cry, my head has been pounding for days because inside I'm beating down myself and I don't wann try anymore, I want release but I have no way to let out this frustration!!! You can't helllp!!! Ughhh please let me scream at the top of my lungs till I spit the bloody truth that is stuck in cement worn down by the waves of my soundless screams, oh I'm done!!!! I need to find a way to unblock my throat because I'm choked, biting my tongue off. I'm ******* tired! But ill stay silent.