*gut-wrenching Scream*

I am sick of being lonely and unwanted. I want to be held! I want to be liked! I want to be wanted! And I want to be loved! This can't be too much to ask for! I can't stand being single and alone! *SCREAMS AS LOUD AND LONG AS POSSIBLE*.... *takes a deep breath*... *SCREAMS AGAIN*
PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
22-25, F
2 Responses Jul 29, 2007

im so sorry sweetie...im so lonely as well and im married...hugs

I'm sorry to hear you're lonely, too. I'm fighting feeling lonely in my relationship now... almost 14 months and he still knows just how to make me feel like a fleck of **** on the bottom of his shoe sometimes.... and I still love him more every day...

oh sweetie thats so sad to hear...no one should ever make u feel like that ever! i hope u can find enough security in urself to one day to not desire someone who makes u feel so badly about urself...u seem like a sweet young lady and u deserve better...i pray u find happiness again and feel loved and know ur value is high! even if others r too self absorbed to see it :)

It breaks my heart that no one commented on your 'cry for help'. I am sorry to hear about your sadness. I HONESTLY understand. I know that there is someone for everyone. Check out a story I posted. I think the message to you that this has is: look at the people in your life, there may be someone you are NOT thinking is 'there for a reason' & maybe they have a purpose that will lead to true happiness for you.....I hope that is true ! Write me anytime. I'm a great listener & understand sadness ! hugs, suzy<br />
<a href="http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Believe-All-Things-Happen-For-A-Reason/1863074" target="ep_blank">EP Link</a>

Thank you so much for your comment. This is one of the sweetest things I've honestly ever heard. It's so nice to see that there are still normal and kind people here on EP! I wrote this a long time ago... and if I knew then what I know now, I'd realize that looking for love in a man was unimportant when I would be losing my best friend AND my mother AND the young healthy body I had then. I do have a boyfriend now who I love very much. But yesterday I celebrated my 20th birthday only to realize my mom couldn't kiss my forehead and my best friend is still forever 17. I'm more lonely now than ever. And at the same time, I'm not. I have so many GREAT friends now that I've left back home behind. And I have my boyfriend. And I have the few family members I talk to. I am not alone no matter how alone I feel. And I always have my EP friends still after all these years (except for my TardyDodo who has disappeared on all of us). Thank you so much for your wonderful heartfelt comment. I appreciate it more than you know.