Anyone Out There?

With hopes far too higher and unrealistic,I searched for someone to talk to. Yet, I found none fitting to the role I so wanted in my life. Is my standard far-flung? But desperation drove me to go on despite the risk of being involve in a one-way ticket friendship. I thought it is all worth my effort just to have someone I can call when I need one to talk to even if I do all the cash-shelling. It all went well until I grew tired. I wasn't reciprocated at all. Not in the way I expected it to be,anyway.
I thought I could build friendship if I do most of the effort. I was wrong.
MyZen MyZen
36-40, F
Jan 17, 2013