I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me

I'm constantly battling suicidal thoughts and self-harm, but why? I have a great family, friends I adore, not much to hate. So, why do I feel like this? Why do I want to die? I always want to cry, but I can't. I just... can't. I don't care about anything, I'm the girl who is carefree and is rebellious and some people seem to like that. I also recently broke up with my boyfriend of a month and feel like it's been my biggest mistake. Please, help.
ImNotOkay1317 ImNotOkay1317
13-15, F
Jan 18, 2013