Wish I Could.There are things to be said, and others to be kept quiet.
My love for you is something that should be said, but I’m afraid of the consequences of it all, and I just hush my heart.
I never thought I could fall in love and be this happy again. I can still vividly remember when we met, and what you said. After that day on, I knew you were something special to me. I wish I could know if I’m that special to you like you are to me.
I wonder how you came to love her then and can’t love me now. How am I so different from her if the thing we have in common is the love for you? You make us dream a never ending dream. Nobody is perfect in this world, and you’re the imperfection of perfection I was looking for.
You make me feel that anything I say can come true, anything I wish for can happen, and anything I wish to become, I can be.
I’ve learned so much from you over the years, I’ve learned how to be more tolerant, more free, more me. I’ve learned to understand different points of view; I’ve learned to love you.
I don’t know how else I should tell you how much I love you, without actually saying those words. I don’t mind giving you my everything, because you are everything I have. Even when I feel lost and lonely, you’re always here to hold me. I love how you make me feel when I see you. There’s this weird urge I get to run to your arms and hold you tight. I wish our lips could meet like our eyes did that day, I wish I could be with you every single day.
Miizukii 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Aug 15, 2010