I Hate My Hearti dont want to love or need love.. i just hate it..
i know i'm totally wasting my time and i'm still willingly doing it.. i'm so out of my mind.. it's not going anywhere.. and i'mkilling myself slowly..
it just struck me.. i am merely killing myself.. with all arts of torture.. only there's no death in the end.. i really see no point anymore..
i kill myself everytime.. but i wish i could just die once..
damn me and my stupid heart.. how come i can't just say NO!!!!!!!! when did i hit this point of no return?