It Means Nothing When Some One Reads It
I have been keeping a journal for years now!
Its pretty much my only way to put off doing something stupid to myself. I just put anyting down on the paper at the end of each day and only then can i sleep.
but when your mum reads it... It feels like I have had all my thoughts stolen from me and now they mean absolutally nothing. Im exposed and violted.
No one was supposed to read it unless i was dead... because I knew what i had written would hurt them so much =[