I keep sooo much inside. There's so damn much that I carry on my shoulders. And no one knows about it. My counselor knows a little but not everything. She has atleast secrecy, so I'm not worried about her. It's everyone else I'm afraid of. And everything would be a disaster if it came out. Believe me, I want to tell. But never to my family, however. I hate them, and they hate me. But to other people, which has left me or is about to leave me, because I never say anything about me. Or why I'm so ******* angry all the time. And I can't do this anymore. This is eating me inside. And there's not much left of me.
Milliesangel Milliesangel
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 14, 2013

I know that it's tough to see through the pain, but it gets better with time. I only recently discovered this. I wish you the best of luck in your journey through life, and I hope you find people who you can trust to confide in.

From all my experience, I can say that you are never alone. There is always someone out there who can understand you. The hard part is finding them.

Don't worry abt a thing. You'll come out of this a stronger person. And i can be here for u every step of the way