It's Just For MeIt's a place where I can vent without anyone judging me. I know they say spouses aren't supposed to judge, but you know they do. And what if the problem is with him? Exactly. Some things I can't tell ANYONE...except EP.
I honestly don't remember how I found this site. It was like 3 years ago the first time. Created an account and forgot all about it. Then early last year I was googling...whatever...don't remember and ended up here. Was like "ohhh I remember this place! Perfect" I was going through some things I didn't know how to handle or express my emotions. So this kind of helped. Kind of like a diary.
Anyway, I'm not here for an X rated experience, not trying to cheat on my man. I don't tell him because he just wouldn't understand. He's not all about the whole online support message board/social networking thing. I mean, he barely logs onto facebook so I wouldn't dare him know about me coming here. He'd think I was addicted to the internet and yeah...judge. Maybe someday in the future I might tell......mmm no. I won't. This is just one of those things that you keep a secret. Some say secrets are bad, but I think a few are needed. He has his and I have mine. This is one of mine.
We have our own computers which are both locked so I don't ever use his and he doesn't ever use mine so no problem in trying to delete the history or worry about keeping it minimized. So yeah, some of the stuff I post here are about him and he wouldn't appreciate me putting our business out there to total strangers. Especially if I complain about him. So there ya go. I'm not ashamed of admitting that this is my little secret. I don't feel bad. If someone asks if Mr. Lucifette knows I'll straight up say no and that it'll stay that way.
lucifette 22-25, F 2 Jun 24, 2012