How I Learned To Live

I grew up with my mom yelling at me not to cry or be weak. I had currently last year had 18 people in my family die I did not cry I cannot when I cry I see everything I've gone through and experienced and I cannot stop I know it's not healthy but I do not know how to express myself I cannot even feel at times I just block everything out. I really am getting physically sick from holding all this in.. I am trying to fix myself but it's hard
Ichliebedich44 Ichliebedich44
13-15, F
Jan 23, 2013