I just basically had an emotional overload in front of two of my friends. I had been here for a while and they had been together for a few hours before I even got there. They acted as if nothing changed. Eventually I got mad because I wanted to be involved and I wanted someone to care about me the way they care about each other. Then i got mad at how over emotional I was being and I just lost it and got really pissed off and then just cried. I really do hate myself sometimes and I don't know why my own friends deal with me. I'm always going to feel the way I do about everything so I don't know why I even bother trying anymore. :/
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1 Response Aug 19, 2014

Is fine your not alone and I really thank you for listening to me all this time . I know how that feels

Do not feel lonely

I hope I do and you too thanks for being a great friend and listener as well

I agree me too