Just Trying To Find My Place...

I love and hate it sometimes, when online I really get to let a part of me get loose. A side, that enjoys the taboo, the thing the norm would shun. It excites me to new levels, and satisfies parts of my mind I never knew were even in need.

At the same time, my real world is more cut and clean. Sure yes, there is naughty, but no where the level it seems I have discovered. I love her, yes..I want her, yes...am I satisfied? In some was...but not all...

It scares the hell out of me if this ever gets out...it excites me to a higher level if I ever have the chance to even act out anything...

I love it, I hate it...and I kind of fear it...but I can't stop it...
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Nov 30, 2012