I Am Driving Myself Crazy!

I left my job about a week ago, now I'm just waiting on a background check for my next job.
It is driving myself crazy having all this time. I can only clean so much, play typing games, clean, type, make to do lists, and on and on and on.
I am a workaholic, it satisfies me to keep busy. I wish I could just sit back and relax, read a book, go for a walk, something. Being an introvert and borderline makes this so hard. I am anxious, irritated, sad, lonely, angry. I feel like I should be doing something. I feel guilty, for some reason. I can't just sit back and enjoy the quiet. Overwhelmed!
rainmoon rainmoon
31-35, F
2 Responses Aug 10, 2010

meditate

I know how you feel. I lost my job too and although there is plenty to do, it's not satisfying.