Everything I Ever Do I Screw Up

I Always screw-up. Every important thing. Every friendship. Every job. Every home.

I am so tired of moving-on. I have to start from zero every year. I am so sick of this.

I **** everyone off. I always ruin everything. I am my own worst enemy.

Just like my teachers told me.

demonizd demonizd
31-35, M
1 Response Feb 14, 2009

You keep doing the same reactions and same thoughts as you did when your teachers were in charge. Why? My guess is that it must be comfortable for you. You don't know any other way to be.<br />
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As Dr. Phil would say "and how's that workin' for ya?"<br />
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Since it's not working, and your not please with yourself, try a different approach! Instead of "I get mad, that's just the way I am" try feeling mad as usual, but ACTING in a different way, like, to smile and "Good idea" instead of "What do you mean?" Try to ACT like someone you admire who has it all put together. For now.