Broken Self, Broken Soul

I am nearly 27, and recently divorced. I never thought i would be in this position. She was abusive mentally and physically. She slowly turned me into a shell of myself, and although leaving her was the best decision I've made I feel extremely hollows right now.

I have lost most of my friends, and I don't know how to make good friends of the type i want. For starters, I was sheltered and dont know how to connect with people. I don't know how much I believe in God and church anymore. I have lost who I am.

I am attempting to go back to school. To put myself on a good career path, but atm its very far away.

I am depressed, discouraged, and fighting to be happy with myself. My family would only judge and criticise me for drinking, blazing. I feel I can't be me around my family, which is even worse cuz I live at home still.
selfseeking selfseeking
26-30
Dec 10, 2012