I Have Held So Much
I have kept most things to myself, anything I went through that falls under "trauma" I have held inside, slowly though it is coming out, and it worries me, sometimes I get comfortable and too much comes out, I don't want the world to see me, I don't even know who,what I am any more, there is all this change going on inside of me, I don't understand what is happening. some emotions have switched on, while others have gone completely. I don't feel love yet I feel pain, and I am full of rage which I contain. the last few weeks I have morphed into something, that feels.