I'm Sorry I Just Cant..

I have friends who are always there for me no matter what; but I am a good liar. If somethings eating me up and they ask I sometimes tell them half of it but sometimes I'll keep it all in and tell them its nothing to worry about. When ever they ask if somethings wrng I change the subject to something I know will distract them. When it eventually comes out they tell me they feel like I dont trust them but its not that... I just have issues with opening up. I've been hurt once by opening up and I won't be able to live through that again.. I know its not good to keep things bottled up but I dono how to talk about my problems sometimes...

aModernDayJuliet aModernDayJuliet
22-25, F
Dec 10, 2009