I'm too quiet sometimes, more so than people think. Would anyone really want me to express all the secret anger and resentment, the doubts I can't put into words, the fears, losses, the love you never really wanted from me, the defeat, the bitterness? I've been told before to "get a personality" or to express myself more. Why? What does any of what I feel matter to anyone else? It's nothing to anyone. But it's mine.