I Kissed My Best Friend
This is long so sorry for it now!
Okay, I'm 14 years old and I play basketball. I played for an AAU team this spring and met this girl Brooke. After texting all day everyday for about 3 months as well as talking at tournaments and practices we finally hung out last weekend. We were sitting on her couch watching tv and sitting pretty close. I put my hand down beside hers and we ended up holding hands. She's a year older then me but were pretty much the same. Anyways, were just held hands for the rest of night. it was nice. It felt sisterly. We also would give each other long hugs and as we would pull back we would go Forehead to forehead and nose to nose and just look into each others eyes. It was nice and relaxing. Also, id lay on her shoulder and she'd lean on my head. Well, this past weekend I spent the night at her house again and we did the same stuff as before. Well we were sitting on her couch as before and it's about 3 in the morning. We had a long hug and were like nose to nose and she just licked it. It was playful and cute. So I licked it back and it was added to the things we do for fun and just messing around with each other. Also on the cheek.
The next morning after we each or showers we were watching tv and cuddling in a hug and we pulled back and she stuck her tounge out so I did too and she just licked my tongue. I was shocked at first but I kinda liked it. So that was added to the game type thing as well. So everytime one of us would stick our tongues out we would basically make out outside our mouths. One time she began sucking on my tongue and it was funny and she was like "i bet you wont do it" and i figured she wanted me too but i wasn't sure on how to so I didnt and she laughed cuz I wouldn't. Well,I kissed her nose and cheek and forehead. We were sitting on her couch and she went my nose but ended up kissing my lips. I wasn't sure if it was on purpose or not but whatever one of us did the other would do back so I went and kissed her. It was nice so that was also added to our things we do. Later that day we went for a walk and we randomly stop and give hugs (we also hold hands the entire time) as we were pulling back from our hug we were heads and noses against each other as always and I licked her nose she she licked mine then I kissed hers and she kissed the corner of my mouth so I kissed hers and then she kissed me so I kissed back and gave her a long hug. Then we did that again alittle later and she stuck her tounge out which was our way of saying tongue me so I basically tongued back but I got closed and now instead of it being
on the outside it was actually a real kiss. It went for a few seconds then we continued walking. We did it again except she kissed me after a hug and then we just began making out for about 15-30 seconds. Even though were best friends it didn't make me feel weird or awkward. It felt right in a sisterly way I guess. I really liked it n I would do it again. After I went home we talked about and she seemed awkward and freaked out about it and she was freaking out saying how she only likes guys and is never doing anything we did again. I was hurt since I wasn't sure if I liked her or not and knew we would never date but I didn't want that part of our friendship to be over. We both went to sleep after saying a million sorrys for it happening like that. We have been texting today like we would normally until she asked what I was doing and I said "thinking" and she asked "about what" and I said " yesterday"and she said sorry and I told her it was fine and she said she felt bad for making me feel weird but I confessed I liked it and it didn't bother me so we decided we would still do that but it was just a best friend thing. Not a lesbian thing. If you could please comment your opinions on if we are or not and what you think of our friendship. Thanks!