I'm In Love?

A few days ago my friends kissed me after I just broke up with a boy.
My friend who kissed me however a girl.
She texted and called me so much I decided in the end to answer.
She came over and apologised she said how sorry she was and she knew I wasn't bisexual.
Then I said it's okay.
I stood up closed the door and sat next to her.
She look into my eyes just like the first time she kissed me
I kissed her and she kissed back.
Then she slipped her tongue in and I done the same back.
Eventually we were both lying half undressed on by bed
Rolling round kissing one another. Then when I thought it was a perfect moment.
My ex-boyfriend called. I pulled away quickly and put my pants on.
She got dresses whilst I was on the phone to him.
His words where
"baby I'm sorry I was scared in case I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm sorry.
I love you."
I told my friend she had to leave and hung up on my ex/boyfriend

Right now I'm so confused and don't actually know what to do.
Please give me advise and help.
Heartache666 Heartache666
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

listen... for a reason you broke with your boyfriend, hold on that reason and that girl is you friend, then she knows you she could be much better than any boyfriend you could have.

you should go to her and say that you'll give a try on the relationship and forget about your boyfriend, follow your true feallings and ask to yourself if you truly love her so you don't hurt her.

of course i just an advice, you don't have to follow it if you want

I don't know what I feel I'm so confused

guess it's normal to feel confused, these is a hard situation, just make the decision you believe that's better if the people who care about you tells you that you make a wrong choice analize the good things and the bad things of your decision and decide if you have to change your decision or stay with the same.

Well...: I don't know what to tell you :