I have always liked girls and always wanted to be with intimate with them. Soon after graduating college I met a woman on the internet; she was a single mother of two and was just a few years older than me. We connected online and I sent her a picture but she never reciprocated. I was extremely anxious to see what she looked like because I was only interested in meeting beautiful, FEMININE women. She kept insisting that she didn't have a picture of herself to share. I wanted to meet her in person to know if she was even worth my time so we decided to go out for dinner at a popular restaurant in Maryland. When I got to the restaurant this drop dead gorgeous woman approached me and it was her. We had a torrid love affair for about 6 months. When we first kissed it was so amazing that I knew instantly that a man alone would never fully satisfy my sexual needs. It was so sensual and soft and sexy and I get chills as I think about it now. We never had sex and I regret it to this day. She was still dating men, about 3 to be exact and I just couldn't take the fact that she would never be mine only. I still think about that kiss today; 10 years later, like it was last night. I went on to marry a man and have children but I still regret not having fulfilled my appetite with her. I still long for women to this day because I have yet to have full blown girl on girl sex.