I think I might be bipolar and I don't know what to do. I'm scared of being diagnosed and having to live differently because of it. I don't want to go my whole like having people think I'm crazy and wondering if I'll ever be happy. But I can't go on like this. I have these intense periods of depression and then they just disappear and my life is amazing. The depression has been getting worse and more frequent lately. I don't know what to do. I'm on a waiting list to see a counsellor and I've seen other counsellors in the past, but no one seems to want to help me. I feel like no one is listening and no one understands how much I am struggling.