Another Night, Another Day

Must've had yet another bout of mania.....sitting here hoping my meds kick in because i feel like i'm on the last hours of a good trip - as you start to come down and you can feel the gritty energy that you were so high on. My mind is spinning, but i can feel my body winding down. After replaying life in my head over and over again like a broken record.....my brain will somehow slip off. I'll wake up in the morning overflowing with thoughts that got backed up during slumber. I'll jump out of bed and start doing my daily routine while chain smoking cigarettes and screwing around on my computer on moments in between my random daily activities. I can't go crazy because I already am, and that is my saving grace.
spygirl1978 spygirl1978
31-35, F
1 Response Dec 7, 2012

know how that feels