Didn't See Them, But They Messed With Me.

It all started when I read the list of 72 demons. Actually, when I first heard of how to invoke them. No, I didn't do that, but here's why it bothered me: I was afraid of them, for a long while, and I always thought that intent and thoughts mattered more than action. So I suppose the demons decided to play on that. I don't really know which one, because all of their names ran through my head, but every time I heard one mentioned on TV (Especially in that movie with live footage of an exorcism) I was worried. I thought I would call them up accidently just with thoughts. Then, I ran into one. I couldn't see it, and didn't want to either. But one night, at my grandmother's house, when everyone went to bed, I could hear it. Scratching, and once it might have growled. From then on, for a few weeks, everything went downhill. Every singled thought revolved around demons. I was afraid to do anything for fear it would bring up something, afraid to walk to the corner since its technically a crossroads. But what I feared most was giving my soul away by accident (I now know that it is impossible to do that), giving away other peoples souls (also impossible), making sacrifices to them (If it isn't a 100% deliberate action of sacrifice in a highly specific and ritualistic manner, it is also impossible). The Lord's Prayer was an effective way to silence them, and I think my dad's holy oil worked a bit, but really I just had to trust that God and Jesus could stop them. Never did find out the name of whatever messed with me. Could've just been paranoia...but the bad thoughts are at a minimum now. Also, if you have a dream of being possessed, it may be that it's actually happening, so try to pray and make it stop.

Lord's Prayer

Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done
On eart as it is in heaven
give us this day our daily bread
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil
for Yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever.
Amen.
FanOfSaw FanOfSaw
18-21, M
1 Response Dec 1, 2012

Yup, intentions and thought are extremely powerful things. The point of the action of summoning is to focus your intention directly on the one thing, but if you think about demons enough, you're pretty much giving it the same amount of attention and thus, intention. I'm glad it's over now for you though!