Back in 2008, on my birthday, I honestly thought God was answering my prayers and was giving me my 2nd chance to have my family back together, when my ex-husband came to live with us so he could parole from prison. And when I picked him up that day from the bus stop and saw him standing there waiting for me with that great smile on his face, I was reminded of how much I still love this man......
The first 6 months of his stay with us ( our daughter and I) was great and I was happy and full of hope and grateful that God had decided to answer my pray for the past 6 years and was going to show my gratitude by making the most of my 2nd chance by being the best person I could be and doing the best I could..... I really began to believe all my hard work and self growth was going to pay off and that we were going to be a family again......
February 2009 comes and all hell breaks lose when I find a phone number on a piece of paper in my dresser draw, that I had let him use with the name on it of the one and only person I hate in this world, his ex girlfriend who took my place after I left, who happens to be 15 years younger than him who was nothing but an immature, money hungry ***** that he could parade around like some kind of trophy, whose only goal was to use him.
My stomach drops to the floor and my heart screams out in pain, and it was then that everything spun completely around and when it stopped life decided it was lesson time and that you really need to watch out what you pray for, because at that moment a transformation began so that I would soon wake up and realize that maybe it wasn't God giving me a 2nd chance, but instead a door I opened to let the Devil back into my life... Because I was so suddenly slammed in the face with the fact that I was actually living with Satan's Spawn and was about to get a 2nd chance at experiencing Hell on Earth, again....
Sandalwood3 Sandalwood3
41-45, F
Aug 17, 2014