Hello, I am a 17 year old boy. I have been and am a Christian. I am very involved in my church, youth group, Christian schooling, and mission work. But in the past few months my Bible class has been going through the old test. And if you have read it is very...I don't know if mean is the word but I feel that God just kills people for making a mistake. And I just feel so far from God, I don't under stand how He is this loving God and yet he will kill his own creations. I really don't know why but I just feel that it is so impossible that God is real.....I mean I want to believe.... please help.