I Know And I'm Thankful

Today I'm supposed to be in the hospital setting to take care of patients as part of my college credit. If we ever miss out one or be late for more than 30 minutes, we can be considered failed. I woke up at 6:40 this morning and I was supposed to be in the setting at 6:00 am. It was one of my nightmare! I was so scared, and I am still now. However, when I woke up I had 2 messages from my instructor saying that we were not going to be in the hospital because she is sick. I don't know what to say. Could it be just a lucky coincidence? or another way of saying that my guardian angel is always here for me.
I thought this incident opened my mind even wider that everything does happen for a reason. This past 6 months, I was in an extreme roller coaster ride of emotions. I fell into attraction, into love, and into despair. We were never in an exclusive relationship at all, we were just considered seeing each other, but I fell so hard and too soon. I cared for him like he was mine. The whole time we were seeing each other, he was actually also seeing other girls too (didn't bother me), he lied to me and disrespected my womanhood (so to say). But the thing is, we went out for maybe about 6-7x at the first month, and then he disappeared until I got a hold of him. And after that first month, we never see each other for some logical reasons until it went through the whole 5 months of not seeing each other, only text and call. That whole experience taught me that if it's yours, it's going to be yours; and that everything happens for a reason.
I have been drowning myself in agony for this past weeks. I know everything is going to be alright soon, but right now, I am broken, and my guardian angel is the only one I can talk to and I know who can understand me. I am thankful for my faith because it is one of the things that makes me strong.
Ecaep00 Ecaep00
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 10, 2012

I just finished reading Lorna Byrne's books (Angels in
my Hair, Stairway to Heaven), It is amazing. Worth
reading. You may have a look at some of her posts on:
www.lornabyrne.com/newsletter-list/ You can
download the first chapter of her first book
free of charge on www.scribd.com I am this kinda person, I do not necesserely believe in
everything I read, but I try to keep my mind open.