New Eyes

I always thought love was a fairytale,i thought soul mates was a myth or that i was a cold person without feelings.I lived ten years of my life in a loveless and trustless relationship all for the sake of my kids,just wanting them to be happy only i was dying inside and out,so finally i put it out of its misery and the pain i was in everynight lying in bed just wondering if i could ever be happy.months ago i started talking to an old boyfriend who was actually my first crush and even without breathing the same air i fell in love and would cry myself to sleep hoping my dreams would come true,we met up for a coffee and i fell into his arms and the whole world disapeared there was only us there and we were surrounded by a galaxy of twinkling electric stars,i never wanted to let go.i have four children from my previous relationship and a lot of baggage and he is a free spirit but he's accepting every flaw and obstacle in our way.I have never felt like this before it's so amazing that i feel like i'm dreaming,i love him with everything that i am.