Ive been trying to convince myself that I'm pretty and it doesn't matter what people think of me, but I know looks matter. I know they do. That's all everyone focuses on. I don't tell people I'm ugly because I want sympathy. I do it because I have no one to talk to about it and because it makes me feel better to talk about it. The more I think about it I feel worse. I can't imagine anyone ever liking me and I like this one guy but he doesn't like me that...I'm not surprised. *no one ever calls me pretty and when they do they do I feel like I'm being lied to because I know I'm not* and he's an online 'friend' *because I like him but I'm just an online friend to him* he talks about meeting me in person someday and I would love to but I'm scared because he might think I look different in person or he might not like my body or something :( idk. I guess I do care what people think of me because I don't have any friends and no one likes me at school and I always stay home and no one ever invites me anywhere with them and maybe if I fit in better I would have friends :( I'm always alone at school. I don't want to go back at all :( everyone at my school are short girls and curvy and I'm tall and. Not curvy. I want to be pretty and fit in :( I guess I care what they think but I care what the guy I like thinks :( idk 😭
StoryOfMyLife1234 StoryOfMyLife1234
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 24, 2014

Anyone who already loves your personality and cares about you will easily overlook any tiny imperfections you might have. I hate that girls like you feel insecure for whatever reason. You're a girl, and as far as I'm concerned, your figure would impress me no matter what.