What A Change!In the past three years, i've gone from drug addict to lonely loner to lovestruck to confused to complicated to anxious to paranoid to scared to weird and now im happy. Been through so much these past three years, i couldn't't imagine a good outcome coming from everything but there has. I thought i would never find what i had once before but i have, friends, happiness, and satisfaction with life. I never thought that life would begin to feel good again, thought all my good times were done and over but i can see now that it is completely untrue. i am happy and i've found people to share that happiness with. I have achievable goals and the confidence in my abilities to achieve these goals. My life is heading in a direction that i did not see possible and now i don't know where it is going but what i know for sure is that wherever im heading to in my life it's going to be something great.
And what i've learned over these past three years is that life doesn't always give you what you want, it gives you what you need to survive and not much more. To be satisfied with life you have to work for happiness and it takes trials and tribulations to get through to that sense of happiness. Life is never what you expect it to be or what you need it to be but when you feel like life is heading in a direction that you can't control, don't let despair and fear rule your life. Show life that you can't be controlled or dominated by anyone or anything and live up to your full potential. Everyone and i mean everyone has the potential to do great and do 'good' in life, and we all need to live up to that potential because it is so obvious that today there aren't very many good people around anymore and we need to change that. Be a good person and be a better person, let life flow in the direction you want it to go in and don't let obsessions or minuscule problems control how you feel or what you we do. You are in control of your own life, you have two choices you can make; live up to the potential to do great/good things in the world or let the weight of the world weigh you down. It's your choice.