People Get Their Kicks Out of Psychologically Torturing Me!

It's not funny, but others think it is, for them to do things on purpose to trigger off panic/anxiety attacks or Tourette's outbursts for me. That's not funny to be mentally tortured. I feel like they're mentally torturing & mentally raping me. & I feel defenseless with no control. Sad thing is, my family is the WORST with it, & had they not done something so sadistic & immature, that could save me lots of psych ward stays & medical bills.

otad12 otad12
31-35, F
2 Responses Mar 3, 2009

There are some sick people out there. It's even WORSE when they're your own family, and/or other people close to you. They should be better educated on your illnesses. But more than that, they should be ashamed of themselves.

people can be really mean, but there are nice people out there and I hope you find them. I understand how you feel because I get panic attacks occasionaly because of something that someone will have said and done to me. It's hard to do it, but ignore them! When you completely push these people who do this to you out of your life you begin to get a sense of relief/ happiness. It's hard at first but the more you stop caring the stronger you become. I personally feel that no one should have to drive you to a level where you feel you are being mentally tortured. <br />
I am always here if you need to chat. Stay strong and talk about it!