I Always Have The Need To Change My Look...

                                    For 4 years i have always been dying my hair. Every 3 weeks its time for a new color or a touch up. (I know this is not healthy)
                                              Every two months i cut my hair. I always have my naiils done. When I don't do this I have a major freak out. I get very irrated and
                                               I feel as if everything is falling out of place and my world is turning upside down. So for my sake and my familys sake
                                               I do what is nessary.
     
                                        Now I've been trying to controll myself, I started to dye my hair every month just touch up. I stopped cutting my hair cuz I had long beautiful hair and now i don't.
                                         My nails same thing I always do but just recently I realized I haven't seen my hair for quite sometime. ever since the big problem that ocurred... (Not an easy subject to talk about SORRY)
                                       BUt I ******** my hair and its back to my natural hair color and Now I feel complete. THis whole time I've been trying to hide
                                        and change my appearnece but really I like my natural hair I like how its so ME!!! IT took me all this time to realizze that i could of solved my problem and get help but it took me years to get help and then I started a bad habbit.


                                         Now I am very plzed wit my look I feel finally beautiful. I feel like im stronger im myself again im not a person whos freaking out cuz they cant dye there hair every three weeks.

                                        This was one of my problems that i managed to fix on my own......