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My Best Friend.

I had a friend named Neashay. He was abused by his mother and father all his life. He was 15 at the time he died and I was 14. It happened over two years ago, but he is still in my heart. He had to move with his mom back home to Korea, and he messaged me when ever he could which wasn't to often. since he moved he spoke about how alone he has been. His mom didn't let him leave his house unless its for school and he spoke about how painful it was to be there. Soon he started getting really depressed and started talking about suicide. I didn't tell any one about his situation or asked any one to help me help him, I thought I could fix it, make him better. I didn't. He sent me a long suicide letter on December 14th 2009. His mom messaged me days later using his account. She told me who she was and she told me what happen. Neashay was found dead in his room the day after he sent me his letter. His mom blamed me for everything and she sent me into a year of dark depression. I have gotten help for that and I promised not to cause that kind of pain to any of my friends. I love Neashay and miss him dearly. RIP Neashay Maylin <3
Lilg7 Lilg7 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2012

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The mom sounds like someone with serious mental issues

That was not your fault. You were a concerned friend and tried to help him as best you could. Without you he would probably have died friendless. Take solace in the fact that you were a ray of sunshine in his darkness.