I Know Why

I've been there, cleaning up the pieces afterward, literally and emotionally. I've talked people back, talked myself back from the edge.

I stilll have trouble convincing myself I'm not a waste of space, I am doing some good, but I can't push it out of my mind.

Don't try to stop me, Smee.

I'm going to finish my goals before I finish myself. I have a novel that needs finishing and publishing, among other things. But I'm not going to be useless, hang around after my purpose is complete. It's wasteful, and if there's anything I hate, it's being wasteful.
mononoaware mononoaware
26-30, M
Sep 9, 2012