My Story - Mam Has Cancer. End Of The World??i dont really know what to say, neither do i know where too start with my story. it isnt exactly a story as there is not yet a ending however, here goes… on august 10th 2010 my mother sat me down with my brother and explained she had breast cancer. when someone says the word cancer, you automatically think death. yes this was a big shock yet i was expecting it. its weird, a few weeks before, i had mentioned something to my friend about my mam becoming ill with breast cancer but we just let it go over our heads. anyway she told us and we cried together, people reassured me and said everything is going too be okay but was it? was it really going to be ok?
from that day, my life has never been the same… i arent looking for sympathy because i hate that i just decided to get my feelings out after keeping them bottled up for 2 years. My mam went through radio therapy after she had her mastectomy and i remember seeing her in the hospital for the first time; she had no energy to talk or even open her eyes. my friends kept me strong however because i was down a lot of time, i pushed them away and took my mood out on them, especially my bestfriend. my school work dropped; it seemed pointless. i spent time off school; i didnt care anymore. i then stopped bothering with my mam, we grown apart and i found it hard to talk to her.. weve had a few scares over the past two years and its being a tough time. our family just broke and was torn apart all because of the Cancer. She has her good days and her bad days but I don't know whether to be positive about this situation or negative. I don't know if this nightmare is going to end or continuously carry on. my mam means the world to me and i dont want to lose her, i need her :( what do i do?